For those of you who privately contacted me regarding this post, I have decided to decline the opportunity. Thank you all for your prayers and concerns. It was something that I thought I really wanted, but it is not best for me and my family at this time.
So thank you all!
"Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."